Shy

From the beginning, I have always been shy.  When I met my boyfriend the first time I was really really shy. I couldn’t even talk to him the right way without studrying, looking at him, and starting blush. As a result of my coyness with him we stop talking for a while. Likewise, I get shy when there are random people around me. When my dad invites his friends over and I don’t know them I just peek thru my door and see who it is and if I know them I’ll say “hey,”  if not, I peek and don’t know how it is ill stay in my room. Above all, I get the most shy around old people. Saturday night we had a party at my house and there was this old lady that was sitting next to me she tried talking to me but I was like a 7^th grader at his first day at a new school that didn’t know how to talk anyone. Unfortunately, I am shy with old people that I can’t even look at them in the eyes. Consequently, I need to get over my sheepishness.

The wrong thing.

There are many people out there what have been in a relationship that you have your boyfriend but someone comes in between both of you. There might be another guy or a girl that comes into your life out of no where and takes you away from the most important person in your life. You have no clue what your going to do so you ask for a break, during the break you talk to the other person but then your still with your boyfriend/girl. During that break you think you can do whatever you want so you do you. You make a mistake during the break yeah the biggest mistake so you go on and talk to the other person. You try fixing with your ex, your ex is willing to but he finds out that you are growing feelings for someone else. You think this would never happen to you just because you have been with your boyfriend for 9 months but nope your wrong you can be with someone and be growing feelings for someone else. You think you are not going to hurt them but you end up doing that. You start hanging out with the other person every single day, you would leave school just to be with them, spending every single weekend with them, tell me not of course your going to grow feelings for the person if you seem him/her everyday, text every single day, and just that person being on your mind non stop. Your boyfriend asks you for the break now that he knows what you are doing. So you give it to him. Everything starts going wrong between both of yous. There is no more "us" so you end up with the other person. Of course you see the person like a boyfriend since you are single. There were many problems with your ex and you like you would believe other people, fighting 24/7. But you started focusing the other people like the other person you were happy with the other person, he had you the happiest person. You would always be with him everything was going good. but the same thing happen with me and this other person as you and your ex someone else came into the picture. What am trying to say is that be careful with the people you talk when your in a relationship, you might fall for the wrong person and lose the right person.

Mistakes

     All different kind of people make mistakes. I have learned from the biggest mistake i have done. Some people learn from mistakes but others keep on making mistakes without learning from them. We all make mistakes that have struggles and even regrets things in our past. But we are not our mistakes, we are not our struggles, and we are here now with the power to shape an other day and our future. Every single time there is someone there judging you from the mistakes we have done. My biggest mistake was asking for a break in my nine month relationship it wasn't so long but it was something but I asked for the break, during the break I didn't do anything wrong but just talk to a guy nothing serious but my ex took it the wrong way. Ever since i asked for the break things were never the same. My mistake was asking for the break and talking to someone that was just a game. Some people don't know how to forgive others mistakes, i say i forgive you if you did a mistake that you have done. I wish someone would forgive from my mistake i have done just because I miss the person i wanted to be with but my mistake had to ruining every thing. It doesn't seem right asking for a forgiveness after the mistake you have done. Many mistakes might hurt someone that is really close to you but there is nothing for you to do and just wait to be forgiving, it might take time but if you love the person you hurt with your mistakes then wait if not just do what they are doing and move on. Mistakes are all over the place.

Safety

        Some people think safety technology isn't useful because sometimes safety technology doesn't even work. Using technology is a legitimate way to stay safe. Safety through technology is inevitable when it comes to saving someone's life. Safety through technology benefits me by getting a safety text when something goes on in the country, being able to do a emergency call, to get a safety text, and having a GPS in your car or phone. 

     To being with, most people would like to get a safety text about the things that are going on, like the shootings, bombings, or lock downs that have happened. Safety texts will come in handy since people are always busy they can get a text message about what has happen, and they will be aware of everything going on. Duke University was threatened with a bomb in a building. The school sent a text message to all staff and students so they can avoid the area and just to be aware of any strange movements. Duke University uses safety text messages to inform the staff and students about the bomb threat and to be careful. Safety texts are very helpful when people need to be aware of the dangers.

    Secondly, Emergency calls are another way to be a safety way. Emergency calls helps when people are in danger. In the Aurora Theater shooting, a young lady called 911 when Homes was shooting, she called and she didn't say anything so nothing will happen to her, 911 just heard the background noise and they tracked down her phone just by one phone call and they tracked the phone to the Aurora Theater. The young lady used the emergency call to contact the police so they can help out when people were getting shoot at, at the theater. An emergency call can help out when someone needs help or is in danger.

    Third of all, GPS on a car or a phone is very helpful when parents need to be aware of what their children are doing and where they are at. GPS are very helpful when parents are trying to keep track of where their children are and if they are not in danger, "Some parents use a GPS in cars to see where their teens go to." Once when I was about 15 years old my brothers, some friends, and I choose to take a road trip to New Mexico, it was snowing non stop when we were driving over there, my dad didn't know where we were at, but we were driving back to Colorado and we slipped on ice and the car was going in circles everyone got hurt, I flew out of the car, but my dad knew where we were at cause he had a GPS in the truck and he knew something went wrong when no one answered the phones, but the GPS was still working he had found where we were at. The GPS helped my dad find t

Girl asks out a guy?

Is it weird when a girl asks out a guy? A girl switches up the story. Is it wrong? In my option i don't think it is wrong, it is just showing that you care about him and want to be with him. But there is a lot of people that think it is not right, because they go with the traditional boy asks out the girl. I think there should be a change for once. If I was a guy I would like to show that she can take control when we are in a relationship, most guys would like to see that in most girls now in days. There are to arguments to both sides if its wrong or if its not. I think there is nothing wrong with it, its showing you care. I wouldn't mind being the person to ask out the guy. I have done it before in my current relationship and I am guessing it worked because we both were thinking of asking out each other but I took the lead on doing it. I asked him if it was different when i asked him. He just told me it was wierd cause he usally asks out the girl but it was a change with it. So girl if you want to ask out a guy go for it there is nothing wrong with doing it, it might feel wierd but you will like it.

My best friend!

My best friend Marisol. She is one of my best friends. I thought she was mean when i first seen her at school. So i thought she never liked me so never tried talking to her because i was afraid she would tell me to F*** off or something. But i was wrong when we first started talking it was just like hi and bye. We got really close now, we are always together. No one can come between us. I can tell her everything i can and she will have the best advice she can give me. She always has something to say when i tell her i need her help on something. She always has me laughing non stop when we are together, we are like peanut butter and jelly. Everyone thinks we are just friends, but we are more then that we are best friends more like sisters. I love being around her since she is always there for me. I think she's the only person i can trust with my personal things cause will not go around tell people what i tell her. She will keep everything inside her like a little save box that no one can crack open. We never thought we would be this close how we are but look at us we will never be apart from eachother. Marisol is one of the best things that has happen to me. There might times that will be fighting but that's what makes a friendship stronger. What am trying to say is that you might not know someone for a long time but they might become the biggest part of your life. 

   Do you believe in ghost? Because I do, why you may ask. Because of Dawn & Donna the two ghost  girls. Dawn the sandy hook principle dead to help save the childrens life. Donna the women who was just a couple of blocks away from the Boston explosion. Is this just a game or is the the walking dead real? Dawn Hochsprung, principle at Sandy Hook Elementarey was in a meeting when she heared screaming and gun shoots. She ran out and saw the shooter in the halls she confronted him and he shot her.Donna a women who was at the Boston marathon. She was just a couple of blocks away when the bomb explosion happen. Most people do not believe this is real but I am pretty sure this is real. They can not just make a mistake and put the same picture on both news reports. In my opinion i think this is real but at the same time what about if this is a a fake.

To be continued..........